i went out wiht 2 guys before in the past but my second bf i had my first kiss ever i hated it so much and holding his hand,but i was all ways woundering whats it like to kiss a girl i was all ways wanted to see what it was like then i asked my friend to see i can kiss her and she said yea then we made out and i loved it so much i never felt that way about anyone before…we hold hands and i felt happy but i agree i was bisexual untell i was 16 and more every year i like girls more and more and now i think im a lesbian cuz i all ways look at girls when i was youger like 8 or so i watched lesbian movies and stuff i loved it 
but the thing was when i went out with my second bf i hated doing stuff with him..i never new what you have to do and that my first bf i never done anything at all plues i only went out with him cuz he was bugging me to go out with him.. can you plz help me here.