My wife and I are lesbians and we have been together for about 2 years. From the day that I met her until now something is always wrong with her. She did mention to me that she does it for attention sometimes but how am I supposed to know if she is realy in pain or not? I feel like I can never relax. She has cried wolf so many times and according to her family they don’t really know if she has all the things she says she has like (epilepsy , migraines, possible diabetes…) I do know she has epilepsy but sometimes I wonder if she is faking her seizures. Am I a bad person? How do I get myself to care like I did when we first met? I am still in love with her but I feel like I have pushed myself away because I am tired of being worries sick 24/7. Help me!