I am in a little bit of a lesbian love triangle at the present time. i am very much in love with my best friend. we have both expressed our love for each other and i can’t imagine life without her. she was my bf for a very long time and i had no idea that she was gay. i guess we both just kind of starting liking each other and one day it just came out in the open. i had never been with a girl before but i quickly fell in love with her. the problem is that she has had this crazy, suicidal girlfriend since before we had feelings for each other. she tells me that she wants to leave her but she is scared to because her gf says she will kill herself. She dumped her once and her gf swallowed a bottle of pills and almost died. i love my bf more than anyone but her gf suspects something and has forbid her to have anything to do with me. she sneaks around and calls me. i could probably break them up right now. but i want her to do it. i feel that i have to wait on her.