I am completely in love with my best friend of a few years and she says that she is in love with me as well. the problem is that she has had a suicidal girlfriend since before me and she is afraid to leave her. she doesn’t want to be responsible for her death because her girlfriend says she will kill herself if she ever leaves, and once she actually almost did when my bf left her. i understand this because i know her girlfriend very well. anyway, the girlfriend won’t let me be around because she suspects something. i am so sad because i miss her but i feel like she is worth the wait.