I am gonna be 17 this august and I have never kissed anybody and vice versa. I have matured too fast to act like a girl of my age as I have seen my Mom in a complete mess with my step father( my real dad went to heaven when I was 5yrs old). I sometimes have a negative feeling about guys ( I am not a lesbian). I mean not kind of obnoxios one, hateful type but I think guys arent really committed ( few are) and I just dont want to be involved in some kind of teenage infatuation where people move on when they loose interest.
I have guy friends but I think my Mr right, mind you, not Mr perfect would be someone who can be with me forever. I mean understand me. I dont want it to be magical because magic doesnt last forever, I want it to be lovely, kind of like beautiful where I can match the rythm of his heartbeats with mine by laying my head on his heart. I would like to be with him like forever ( when we have grey hair and cute little grandchildren, lol). Thanks for answering this question